addendum to previous post: I don't actually have a crush on anyone. I just had an annoying flashback, that's all.
posted by phat tony 7:06 PM
Don't you hate when you have a crush on someone to the point where you're embarrassed to make any sort of eye contact, or, when they speak to you, you can't make complete sentences?
posted by phat tony 5:39 PM
My stomach has been distended all weekend. All I did was eat. Drink. Eat. Eat some more. Eat some MORE. Drink. Eat. Sleep. It was amazing, but now I feel fat. So be it... thanks to Jen, we've made going to the gym a lifestyle choice, so forcing myself to head to the gym most days a week isn't a big deal, neither is missing a day here and there.
It was amazing hanging out with my friends this weekend. It was sort of crazy, though, because I felt as though there was so much to talk about, but I couldn't get any of it out. And when I tried to talk about things, it came out all muddled and crazy. I think I have this annoying blockage sometimes, when all that comes out is "bluh-bluh-wah-wah-wah." I feel bad for the people who have to hear it and sound interested.
posted by phat tony 8:33 PM
Eric, Anna, Chrissy & Porta are in NYC! Today's a great day! (that's all.)
posted by phat tony 11:46 AM
OOH, here's something... my brother got matched with his 1st choice residency! Congratulations, Mayank!
posted by phat tony 2:56 PM
Spring Break has passed by a little too quickly. I basically didn't get anything done. I slept a lot, went to the gym a whole 2 times, and didn't really read. My days went by at light speed, and I feel as though a few seconds after I went out, I was heading home and into bed. Yuck. I feel like I've wasted so much time.
But I'm still in a good mood. That has to count for something, right?
posted by phat tony 2:55 PM
so... I don't think I'm going to Spain next week for Spring Break anymore... political unrest and terrorist bombings seem to have that effect on vacations...
posted by phat tony 7:40 PM
I've been sick for the past few days, but I'm finally getting better. Thank god.
So, say you know someone for a few years, had some feelings, maybe stuff happened, maybe it didn't, but now as you two talk, you always think of them in a certain light... almost lofty, like they're on some pedestal. You're dying to get them down off that pedestal but it's just to high and you have no way to get there. Talking to them is some sort of torture, because it's so great but simultaneously so aggravating... it's like you want to violently shake them so they'd understand that you love them. You want to tell them so many things, but you can't even put those things into words. All you can do is silently cringe and maybe tighten fists under a table (or in front of a computer screen) just so they can't see how they gnaw at your soul, just by being. Maybe you don't know what to say because you're worried about their reaction. Maybe they'll leave you to your own devices, and you'll miss that wonderful pain that they unknowingly cause you. Is it worth bringing all that into the open, or should you just keep it inside, writhing and twisting so hard you can't breathe... even if it's those times when you're short of breath that make life worth living?
posted by phat tony 2:07 AM
just saw the passion of the christ. don't hate me when I say this, but I think it was tastefully done. gibson stayed true to the gospels (and note: controversial lines in the script weren't removed... but the subtitles were)... there were only a few portions that I could even say that he embellished, but even then, it was more as a symbolic reference than a crowd-moving effect. it's definitely one of those movies to talk about... so watch it and give me a call.
posted by phat tony 1:47 AM
You know it's gotta be a special day when you end up skipping classes to read.
posted by phat tony 11:15 AM
Apparently, I'm fuchy. Thanks Viren. Any idea what "fuchy" means? Please respond now.
posted by phat tony 4:41 PM
