I'm feeling incredibly restless and uneasy now. It's ruining my appetite and giving me headaches, and if there were aspects of life that I love, they'd be eating and not having a dull ache at the base of my skull.
I don't know the exact cause(s) of all of this, although I could think of a few catalysts.
At the end of the day, I'd like to stop everything I'm doing right now and be allowed a do-over... maybe starting from my junior year in college. Actually, I'd like to do over my last half of my senior year in high school, and then fast-forward to my junior year in college and go from there. I can't even tell you how things would be different. I don't know if they'd necessarily be better, but my god, I'd be a bit more self-assured in my decisions.
At what point is it too late to just change your mind?
posted by phat tony 3:27 PM
